the feeling that you can't go on.

213.5 on this beautiful Tuesday morning! Don't mind my good mood... I'm thrilled because I'm pretty sure we saw our last snow of the season yesterday. SPRINGGGGG!

I am 14 pounds away from wonderland (one-derland?). But also, I'm four pounds away from my weight starting 20_. I'm so excited my head is spinning.

Getting the elliptical this weekend was 100% for boyfriend; in fact, there were bits (okay, ALL) of me that thought this was a bad idea. I didn't want to lose my gym buddy (selfish, I know) and I had concerns that boyfriend's gym routine would not translate to a "home routine." But, I remembered how our individual weight loss journeys started and I came to a great conclusion (really, I knew the answer all along): I can't worry about him, I can only worry about me. So there you have it, I'm focused on me. That being said, I had a kickass workout at the gym after work yesterday and later in the night I spent another 30 minutes on the elliptical. Just because I could. And if I can be totally honest, it felt hella good.

Two days in and I can already telly you that it's absolutely amazing hopping on at any moment. It seems like such a waste to prep for the gym just to do 30 minutes, but it's not a big deal at all when it's inside your own home. There will be many more 30 minute elliptical sessions in my future... which is good, cuz I have 14 pounds to lose.

FOURTEEN OMG.