middle of my frustrated fears.

I am adamantly not on a diet. It's a lifestyle change. Smaller portions, better choices. That's all.

So I just got through a stressful weekend with extended family. I don't handle large groups well, especially if I'm related to them. But omg there was food. Other people cooking for me should be illegal.

I've also neglected running, it's been six days since I last went on a proper run. Fuck.

I don't know where the weekend went, but it's over and I'm happy about it.

March 1: 252.0
April 2: 248.5.

Yeah, I'm disappointed about that too. But that strawberry milkshake I had last night was divine, and it's a new month to try again. Plus, my new Bikilas are being delivered today.